Friday, January 30, 2009

my cooking adventures

hamburgers, mac-n-cheese,salad

Monday, January 19, 2009

About Me...

TEN RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

1) I'm 19

2) I LOVE the color green

3) I work at Food Depot

4) I bought the COOLEST shoes ever yesterday

5) I went to see Bloody Valentine 3D and loved it

6) I own a Dell laptop

7) I drive a Metallic Raspberry '95 Cavalier

8) I live in Georgia

9) I want a dog

10) I'm a Freshman in college


NINE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY

1) Thomas

2) family

3) music

4) coloring (lol)

5) reading

6) video games

7) my good grades

8) my dreams for the future

9) things that make me think


EIGHT THINGS THAT TICK ME OFF

1) people who can't drive correctly

2) people who CAN drive correctly, but don't

3) rude people

4) two-faced people

5) whores

6) snobs

7) stupid people somehow making better grades than me

8) Food Depot (haha)


SEVEN THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

1) get married

2) have a paid-for house

3) have a family

4) be financially stable

5) see my grandchildren graduate

6) travel the world

7) own my own business


SIX THINGS THAT I LOVE

1) Thomas

2) my family

3) babies!

4) coloring

5) music

6) movies


FIVE THINGS THAT I BELIEVE IN

1) God

2) the goodness of humanity...somewhere

3) myself

4) change

5) Obama's Presidency


FOUR THINGS THAT I'M AFRAID OF

1) Losing the ones I love

2) dying

3) heights

4) disappointing myself



(((NO THREE?)))


TWO THINGS I'M NOT SO GOOD AT

1) confidence

2) getting along with my mom...but I am getting better! :D


ONE THING I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT

1) Love in some sort of form, from somebody.

how bad are these shoes? lol

My Bloody Valentine 3D

My bloody valentine 3D! Thomas won me a reindeer out of the claw machine on the first try!

Friday, January 9, 2009

Crazy Dream

This dream was retarded. lol

I was at Food Depot, on one of the last registers, and some lady was up on one of the first registers, and we started SCREAMING at each other, cussing and really loud and mad...I don't know what provoked it, but it was crazy!!!

So I was thinking, "My butt is fired now, but oh well. Maybe Barry will understand."

I got fired.

So later, I was at my house, peeing, and I hear a helicopter outside. The news crew busts in my house and interviews me, like in the middle of the night.

Then the video of me and the woman is on YouTube. lol


The next day, I go to Food Depot, and one of the employees tells me I need to leave. I don't remember who...And I was like, "I'm a customer, I can be here if I want..."

And for some reason, everyone that works there is hating on me and telling me to leave and all this stuff. Even my good friends up there. Just because I screamed at this lady.

So I woke up crying and couldn't breathe. It was weird.

Sort of lame. lol



I need to get out of Food Depot. I'm having nightmares about that place now. haha

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

New Moon Quote

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars--points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."


...That's the most beautiful thing I've ever read. <3

Eye Contact

I figured something out this morning. I'm not claiming it to be true for all people, but I'm 99.9% sure it's the truth for me.

I've always had a problem with eye contact. I can't look people in the eye. I figured it was just because I was a scaredy cat. But I've been paying more attention...

And I think the only people I can look in the eye are people I trust. Because I've realized that everyone I CAN'T look in the eye are people I'm either not close to, or who have done something wrong to me. It's not because they are cute, or I like them...it's almost like I'm afraid of them hurting me...

It's weird.

But I thought I would just share that insight and see if anyone else had that issue, because I seriously think that's what it is.

A certain evil person made me gather this conclusion. lol

***PICS OF MY ROOM SOON!!!***

Thursday, January 1, 2009

me and jared being silly

me and jared being silly kids

This is my room the way i want it to be. It will be hardwood floors with a big rug in the middle. Painted walls. A floor lamp and a plant of some sort. There will be much more space and it will be way roomier. It will also have a smaller tv stand and some nice art. :) big plans, but its worth it.

So this is a drawing of my room now. Its more cluttered than it looks, and there is a lot of things on the floor that i need room for. I need the dresser back in my closet and to get rid of the tub of yard sale stuff. I also need to get rid of my computer desk. Along with that, im going to paint the walls and put some sort of hardwood down. Big project, right?

im really worried about my car...thomas called her the 'purple thing'!!

lunch at stax

lunch at stax

at the fountain!